Learning to use the POWER MANIFESTING MANTRA

I know you’ve been wondering why there hasn’t been too much activity on the DeePositive Life blog, well, here’s some really good news especially for those of you who are trying their darndest to loose some extra flab around their bones for the right reasons! I’ve been wanting to do that for years and have finally found a truly enlightened way to begin the journey of resculpting my body to feel the power and confidence of me that I’ve claimed I didn’t need till I reached within and met the really really hot young Dee who only hid behind the kgs to fight taking the step out of her comfort zone. I’ve been asked by many how I’ve enabled this change and I smile… for it isn’t the world’s greatest secret really but the greatest gift I’ve given myself to allow the beauty I know is within to begin to shine bright on the outside ;)

In my growing years… I don’t mean the physical growing alone ;) I used to defend every ounce of fat on my body and rubbished anyone who said anything contrary to what I wanted to hear… Can I see you nodding right now… ha ha ha ha… I knew I wasn’t the only one!!! Thank God I wasn’t of the variety that were made fun of and chose to run and hide for cover hoping that they’d never have to face another large joke!

I took to dancing and sports and realised even more confidently that my fat was just the outer cover to protect me from the all those who would ever be attracted to what they saw instead of being attracted to who they met. I’ve still had the pleasure of having many admirers for the sheer confident person I am, often, have had people not make a pass for the fear of getting hit below the belt… not a very pretty way to feel I guess!!

Till last year, I couldn’t have really been bothered, even with the High Blood Pressure and the lurking sugar levels… to me…. being me… meant being FAT and that is the ONLY way I really knew me… and that is the way I chose for someone else to come along and learn to love me!!

Till Gratitude taught me a new way to be… I discovered a whole new special me… and so as a part of my spiritual KNOWING ALLOWING ACCEPTING and MANIFESTING of the INNER ME… I am choosing to share the process with you… that you may find your INNER you that you want to radiate without and live a real and complete DeePositive Life on the whole. A new reason to reach deep within to find the new perspective from which this life will radiate!

I found myself wanting to know why I held on to so much of the excess weight for so many years… and longed to free myself of the bondage of being the way I am… just to open a new window of PERSPECTIVE and rejoice in the new view of me!!

I allowed the power of KNOW ALLOW ACCEPT MANIFEST to the test… and here’s what I found:

1. I KNOW I want to be a perfect me… to radiate a perfect me…
2. I ALLOWED the new thought to become my point of KNOWING!! I saw a slimmer me, a very very healthy me stare straight back at me through the eyes of gratitude and I liked what I saw… I continued to search for it everyday in Gratitude and continued to live it each day through the true feeling of Gratitude till it began to be the regular image of me that kept peeping at me each time I closed my eyes. It became such a regular feature that I began to close my eyes longer to live this moment stronger… I had ALLOWED this KNOWING.
3. I then began the next step of the process… ACCEPTING the new me… with Dedication Enthusiasm… ACCEPTED myself, accepted the compliments from others, ACCEPTED a new size of clothes, ACCEPTED a new way of dressing up, ACCEPTED that I didn’t have to hide my FAT away because I was ashamed of it… Through gratitude I learned to ACCEPT this change… from within and wanted to test it outside, I chose to see pictures of mine in which I looked really fat and learn to ACCEPT them with Gratitude as a perfect beginning to the END process. How could I ever appreciate the change if I couldn’t look at the reality with Gratitude!!
4. What I NOW KNOW, ALLOW and ACCEPT is beginning to MANIFEST… even though the weighing scale still doesn’t show it… those around me seem to see it… I feel it… my clothes KNOW it… I have started buying a size smaller and that is the true benchmark for this new beginning.

Isn’t it fascinating to simply see changes that make you feel so very very different only in a matter of days… as thoughts continue to become things… and my need to sustain this continues to become stronger… I am choosing to share this with you… that you too may aspire to make this small SHIFT in thought and CREATE a whole new reality.

For those who don’t BELIEVE, well… it’s a matter of TASTE ;) I have used this successfully because I graduated from this being a story of BELIEVING and RECEIVING to KNOWING and MANIFESTING!!! You are free to CHOOSE that which you most want to DO… let the KNOWING come from within that you may manifest it without!!

Dedicated Enthusiastic Empowered Positive!!